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Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 05:05 pm 5 happy things

Between work and dashing off to a meeting with my old Women Studies classmates -

1. OUR APARTMENT IS BACK!!! The work was completed on Friday(-ish ... the carpet was shampooed, and it wasn't really dry until the end of the weekend), but on top of that we were faced with the prospect of cleaning up the detritus of the repairs, re-assembling our apartment, and moving out of our campsite in the empty unit. But we did it! And we're back home!!

2. [info]ratzeo and I did the bulk of the work on Saturday. Well, correction - [info]ratzeo did a big-ass load of the work on Friday night, while I was taking a nap. (Sneaky wonderful bastard. :P) But anyway, by the time we were done it was past 8:00 in the evening, I was tired and didn't want to cook, but I was starving and also wanted to get the hell out of our apartment for a bit. We ended up going to the Sand Point Grill to try it out. Not only was the food delicious, they have a Saturday special where a fixed price gets you a three-course meal made from local ingredients. A nice little place, and we plan to go back when we have another reason for a fancy-ish (read: pricey) dinner.

3. I got an ergonomic keyboard at work to help with my tendonitis, and I'm totally in love with it. I think it's helping the pain - I have a brace that I've been wearing, so it's already been getting better, but I think the keyboard is helping on top of that. Plus it's got quieter keys than my old clacky keyboard. I kind of want to steal it for home on the weekends. :x

4. Vienna Teng's new CD, Inland Territory, is lovely. And I get to see her perform it live next week!

5. The aforementioned meeting. I haven't seen these ladies in months (or more!).
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Feb. 23rd, 2009 @ 09:28 am 5 happy things for Monday

I need to kick-start my morning to get past the Monday blahs ...

1. I found my ring! This is the ring that [info]ratzeo gave me a couple of years ago for Christmas, which I wear every day ... and somehow lost last weekend. Not only was it irritating because I hate misplacing things, I was actually pretty sad about the thought of losing it. (I found it, rather anti-climactically, in one of my jeans pockets.)

2. [info]lunapome came over on Saturday, and, among other things, we watched the Mamma Mia! movie. I probably shouldn't have enjoyed it as much as I did, but it just has an irresistable charm (thanks, in no small part, to the fact that the cast seemed to have agreed to dedicate themselves to un-selfconscious and goodnatured stupidity). Pierce Brosnan's singing was compared by reviewers to a water buffalo and a wounded raccoon, and I can't argue with that ... but it was still a blast.

3. I watched [info]ratzeo play some online versus Left 4 Dead, and it was actually entertaining to watch. It helped that I finally got to see him play single-player mode earlier, so I knew what was going on. Once you get to versus mode, everything happens at once and it's hard to tell what the appeal of the game is, besides, "Things are exploding! Isn't that exciting!"

4. Speaking of [info]ratzeo, he is the bestest thing that ever bested.

5. I woke up in the middle of the night to Kershach grooming my eyebrow. I nudged him away (it stings!) and he stopped for a second, then started again. I nudged him again and he quit for good. This is a better rate of success than we've had stopping him from grooming [info]ratzeo's head, which he will go to town on for minutes.
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Jan. 17th, 2009 @ 12:23 pm 5 happy things
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: "One Sweet Love," Sara Bareilles

I'm fighting off the remnants of a cold that laid me low on Thursday ... but, all things considered, my weekend is off to a good start.

1. Work: All things considered, work is going pretty well. I was out sick on Thursday, but I took the opportunity to work from home for a few hours and get some (easy but time-consuming) tasks done while I didn't have the distractions of the office. I was still only half-functional on Friday, but the office was closed for admissions, so I had more low-distraction work time. Plus, everyone being in the office together, with our doors closed to the outside, generates a stronger sense of camaraderie.

My work stress is just declining in general, though, and that's fantastic. Admittedly, a good chunk of that is because the high-stress period of the year (for my position) is winding down. However, I do think I'm doing a decent job of sticking to my resolutions and keeping my work stress in perspective.

2. Old friends: Last night after work I met some old friends from school (the group I went to the NWSA conference with) for the first time in several months. One of our friends hosted, and we put together a potluck dinner that turned out amazingly delicious (port, bread and cheese, couscous, samosas ...). Spending time with these friends is always such a positive, energizing experience, because they're funny, whip-smart, and passionate about justice.

I notice that this is something I really need to have in my life, even if it's just every couple of months. My closest friends are geek-types, and that's what I love on a day-to-day basis ... but at the same time, the things that get us really fired up (and "angry," if you want to say that, but not in a negative way) don't always overlap. And being fired up in a social context that doesn't match - that can turn into just feeling angry-in-a-negative-way. So being able to plop myself into a group of people who say "yes, we're angry about what you're angry about, and let's use that to generate ways to resist and rebuild" is valuable.

3. Kittens: The friend who hosted dinner last night has 4-month old kittens. XD They are absolutely adorable, little gray tabby boys whose stripes are more like splotches and make them look wild (they were, in fact, found abandoned in the woods). There was a little short-haired boy with a near-prehensile tail who sat in my lap after I stole his sleeping spot (a.k.a. sat in the chair he was on), and a fluffy long-haired boy with a face like a (tiny) bobcat. Like all kittens, they felt like they could fit in a single handful. Eeeeee~

4. Cuddles: I am lucky to live with two very cuddly boys who will give me snuggles after a long day at work. ♥ Kershach in particular is an excellent source of healing, when he is curled up into a kitty "C" and lets me just lay my head on his cushy fur and listen to him breathing (asleep) or purring (awake). He is also highly skilled in the art of the sleeping-in-on-a-weekend good-morning cuddle.

[info]ratzeo is not a snorgleable fluffball, but he does a good job nonetheless. ;)

5. Tea: I continue to be addicted to Adagio tea, and decided to try their rooibos tea, even though my last experience with loose leaf rooibos from another tea company went poorly (the scent was so cloying it made me nauseous). Whether Adagio's rooibos is better, or my tastes have changed, or both, I am now smitten with their Rooibos Almond.

Although I guess this is both good and bad, because it makes me want to make another tea order ... even though I've made two large orders within the past month. *headdesk*

Boring tea babble: I've found myself gravitating toward flavored tea recently. Partly that's because I'm branching out as a tea nerdconnoisseur and just trying new things. But also, the flavored tea I've had the most experience with are the kinds you can find easily - which translates to bagged black teas from grocery stores. Flavored black teas tends to have a muted taste, I think, because black tea is so strong - or, conversely, the flavoring is overpowering and fake-tasting in order to compensate. On the other hand, herbal teas (which I've learned are called "tisanes" *The More You Know rainbow*) don't have to pit the flavoring against the strong taste of black tea, because they're just fruit pieces or flowers. I think that provides more of the actual flavor I'm looking for, and is a lot tastier - though of course YMMV.

*Last-minute #6: Junk email with a subject line of, "Your shlong can be shlonger."
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Dec. 2nd, 2008 @ 08:18 am Good morning
Current Mood: sleepy

Some happy things:

1. [info]lunapome and [info]music_enforcer stopped by last night, and it's always good to see them. (Incidentally, they were giving [info]ratzeo a ride back from work, and it's good to see him too. XD)

2. [info]music_enforcer also fixed whatever-it-was that was making my computer stop recognizing an internet connection, yays. (That was the most pressing recent problem with my computer, so now it's functional, maybe in need of updating but not replacing. Phew.)

3. [info]ratzeo helped me out by acting as a sounding board for a work conundrum. (Though tackling the conundrum is still intimidating. :/)

4. Last night I got to watch Kershach wage epic battle with a tea leaf. XD Tea leaves, crumbs, etc. are really visible on our pale kitchen floor, so he often investigates and plays with them. This time, he did that thing that cats do, where they not only stalk and pounce on their "prey" ... they also witness its terrible might, and occasionally flee in a mad scramble from its horrific onslaught. Of course, on our linoleum floor, that also meant that Kershach scrabbled for several seconds before getting the traction to actually go anywhere. XD

5. Flannel bedsheets! We just broke them out this weekend, and they're so warm. *_*
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Oct. 20th, 2008 @ 12:59 pm Not so bad
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: "Away From the Sun," 3 Doors Down

5 happy things for a Monday:

1. Work didn't explode last week! Which ... granted, I didn't really expect it to, but I'm glad that my hopes were proven correct over my paranoia. :P The next few weeks and months are tough, but definitely look more doable from this vantage point.

2. Kershach had a check-up at the vet on Saturday, and he managed pretty well - more curious than nervous at being taken outside, and only slightly pouty when we got home. Also, the vet said he looked good, and is fattening up nicely from his stray weight. :3

3. A wonderful articulation of why I am allowed to be angry without being shut down by condescending cynics. (Please note that, despite what some commenters seem to think, this sentiment condemns neither those who are too weary to share in my anger, nor does it promote anger as the best/only way to respond to injustice.)

4. On Saturday [info]ratzeo and I used the tickets I got him as a birthday present, and watched Spring Awakening with [info]music_enforcer and [info]lunapome. Unfortunately ... we weren't really impressed with the show. :/ Fortunately, the performers were good, even if the show itself wasn't that great, and it provided plenty of conversation material as we dissected it. ;) Then we stayed in for the evening and watched Juno, which was one of the best movies I've seen in a long time.

5. On Sunday evening, [info]ratzeo and I were both worn out, so we spent a quiet evening in. Just the two of us (plus cat), with dinner, wine, and Mario Galaxy. It helped me face Monday morning. ♥
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Sep. 10th, 2008 @ 10:30 am Scattered thoughts on Nightwish
Current Mood: excited

I went to a Nightwish concert last night with [info]shadawyn, [info]amheriksha, and [info]jfrog78. My first metal concert ever! XD

The opening band )

Nightwish! )

Thoughts on Anette versus Tarja )

Requisite 'those damn kids' grumbling )

Aftermath )
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Jul. 10th, 2008 @ 08:27 am Happy 5 list
Current Mood: calm

1. My co-worker brought in a giant tupperware full of hand-picked strawberries (which is still only a fraction of the 36 pounds she picked!). Delicious.

2. [info]ratzeo sent me a home video of him running down the side of a mountain in Montana. (Truly, I am the luckiest girlfriend in the world. :P) I was even happier than I would have guessed at being able to see his face, even in a small window on my computer.

3. [info]ratzeo also gave me a good kick in the pants to help me get out of the funk I've been in. I already knew myself that I've been over-stressing and under-enjoying, but he both knows me well enough to recognize patterns I miss in my own behavior, and also ... well, he's way more chill than I am. The combination is deadly to depression. ;D

4. My current desktop.

5. Going to see WALL-E this weekend with [info]redbird and [info]nekokoban!
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Jun. 30th, 2008 @ 07:53 pm More happy things
Current Mood: hot
Current Music: "The Poet and the Pendulum," Nightwish

1. I just got a call from [info]ratzeo. ♥ Rock Camp has swallowed him whole, so I'm happy to hear from him.

2. I ran into [info]zinjadu and [info]lunapome at the gym today, and got to chat during my workout. It's been a while since I've been at the gym at the same time/day as them.

3. Tomorrow is our biannual staff retreat, which means a) no answering phones all day, and b) getting home a little earlier than usual.

4. This weekend looks to be busy, in a fun massively social way.

5. I'm going to see Nightwish in September!
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Jun. 29th, 2008 @ 06:25 pm I am weak to summer weather.
Current Mood: hot

A house full of stuffy heat makes it awfully hard to do things. Or, rather, it's awfully hard to do things that I should be doing (laundry, vacuuming my floor) instead of things that are - well, potentially useful, but not how I should be spending my time right now (sorting my books). On the plus side, I have a lot more free floor space now that my books are no longer in random piles, and are I have been able to begin the process of culling things for selling and/or donation.

My to-do list remains undone, and has mutated from a "do today (Saturday)" list, to a "do this weekend" list, and finally, a "do this week please" list. XD;; But that's okay. I still have time to get done what I need to. And taking a day or two off at the beginning of summer is all right in my book.

And it's been a pretty good start to the summer, so far. After I returned from the conference, I floundered a bit, not sure how to redirect my energies and get back to everything I'd shoved aside in the past couple of weeks. Unsurprisingly, being unproductive made me feel discouraged at first. But things turned up as the week went on.

To keep those good things in the forefront of my mind during the coming week, here's a happy 5 list:

1. Finally catching up at work from the days I was out of the office - take that, backlogged inbox!

2. Successfully donating blood on Friday - the last couple of times I tried, my iron was too low to donate, so I'm extra-pleased it worked (even if it did leave me feeling worse than usual).

3. Being roused out of my heat-induced stupor yesterday and spirited away to Uwajimaya by [info]kyonkun and [info]aznridah - which allowed me to stock up on my yellow-girl foods (like grass jelly and sticky rice). Does my little heart good.

4. Getting spirited away again to [info]casaval's house, where we Rock Band-ed the night away - I finally got back to feeling comfortable on the drums, and ready to work through Hard level again.

5. Pride Parade today, followed by lunch with [info]redbird, [info]laylah, [info]mahokiwi, and [info]cadence.
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Jun. 10th, 2008 @ 09:02 am Tuesday's happy
Current Mood: sleepy

1. I came home feeling blah and unmotivated to work. Eventually, instead of wasting my time doing nothing, I ended up talking to [info]kyonkun for a while about nothing in particular. Chatting, gossiping, ranting - you know, sister stuff. 8D It was fun, because we're both so busy all the time that we rarely sit down and talk on weeknights. Also, it put me in a better mood than before, which helped me be productive when I got back to work.

2. I, uh, had a zombie dream last night. O_o But the happy part of this was that I woke up before it got gruesome or too disturbing, and then got to sleep for another hour or so before my alarm went off, so I wasn't freaked out when I woke up. (I hate how nightmares put me in a bad state for the morning.)

As for the dream itself, one of the reasons it was freaky is that we were all normal people facing off against zombies - not like you get in some movies, where a group of "normal" people includes, like, an ex-Marine, a doctor, and a gun enthusiast. It was just me and my friends from real life. And no, [info]ratzeo was not there, which is why we were hosed. :P

3. Tonight I get to go home "early"! Normally I'm doing something after work - gym, grocery shopping, or other errands - so it's not often that I just get to go home straight after work. It's only an hour or so earlier than I would get home otherwise, but it just feels like I have so much more time in the evening.

4. The weather here ... well, sucks. For June, at least. But on the bright side, a) it should be getting warmer for the weekend, and b) it's good weather for the soup I'm cooking tonight. :P

5. My CD order shipped yesterday (well, technically, I was informed on Sunday night, but I can't imagine it got very far during that time). I should be receiving it Thursday, and then I will have shiny new music.
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Jun. 5th, 2008 @ 10:53 am Thursday morning blah
Current Mood: sleepy

I firmly believe that you can affect how you feel about your circumstances. Not that you can entirely control your reaction, of course, and just get rid of a bad one or make up a good one. But if I'm reacting in a way that's unreasonable or unhealthy, I can at least examine why I feel this way, or figure out a healthier response and give myself reasons why I can work toward that response.

But sometimes it's hard, and today I'm in something of A Mood that's making things difficult. A mixture of actual (though small) bothers and possibly some physical/hormonal stuff. I'm working through it, but I'm going to distract myself with other things that are not bringing me down ...

1. Movie night at [info]jfrog78's was awesome! Of course we talked some about Warmakers, but we also watched Hot Fuzz and ate good food and just got to hang out. That's something I miss about the Warmakers campaign as much as the game itself. I hope to do something like this again in the future (with a [info]mimerki this time!) but I'm glad we got to do it while [info]coramegan is still in town.

2. [info]jfrog78 also lent me some Kamelot CDs, so I have some new music to tide me over until my CD order arrives. Also, Kamelot was one of the bands I was looking at when I made my order, but I held off on them because I wasn't certain how much I'd like them based on the online samples I heard, so now I can try them without risk. :D

3. Emailing back and forth with [info]ratzeo this morning, since he didn't have class. I ♥ my boy.

4. On an utterly vain note, I am feeling pretty good about my hair. When I originally got it cut (and, more importantly, styled by a talented hairdresser), I thought it looked fabulous. Then I slept on it and washed it, and thought it looked dumb and kicked myself for trying to get a fancy haircut. Aaaaaand now I'm not freaking out anymore, and figuring out how to make it work, and even though it's not fabulous it looks fine. :P

5. Going out in the middle of the week tricks my body into feeling like the next work day is Monday. But tomorrow is Friday, woo!
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Jun. 4th, 2008 @ 10:56 am Return of the happy list
Current Mood: blank

I've totally dropped the ball on my daily happy lists, though that's because ... er ... well, riding the emotional wave of the end of Warmakers has kept me consistently happy (if wooby) and distracted from most other things. <--loser

So anyway! Today's list of happiness! Which is ... only mostly about Warmakers!

1. Various time-sensitive things at work that were mostly out of my hands (and thus I was uncertain whether or not they would get done on time) have been resolved. That was a relatively minor stress, but I'm glad to have gotten it off my back.

2. Because of the rush of taking care of those work things, the morning has passed by quite quickly, and it's almost lunchtime.

3. [info]shadawyn has tempted me (yet again) with new shinies. :3 I'm dipping my toe into symphonic metal music because of songs she's shared, and have ordered Within Temptation's The Heart of Everything, Nightwish's Dark Passion Play, and Krypteria's Bloodangel's Cry. All of which have songs that were used for Warmakers fic and FSTs. XD;;;

4. I have been writing and drawing for Warmakers every day since the campaign ended. Okay, yes, that's horribly dorky, but - I'm writing and drawing every day! This has been helped by the fact that other people (mostly [info]shadawyn, but also the other players and GM) have been willing to keep talking with me about the game and develop a broad outline of the future plot developments, which keeps the characters alive in my head.

5. Tonight I get to go to [info]jfrog78's house and hang with almost all of the Warmakers crew!

Maybe I'll even get back to setting goals soon ...
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May. 19th, 2008 @ 08:53 am Woo Monday
Current Mood: calm

Definitely don't want to be back in the office today, but the weekend makes up for it.

The weather was gorgeous throughout, and I got to enjoy it in the ideal way - for instance, on Saturday when it broke 90 degrees, I was actually inside for a meeting for the NWSA conference. We were at my professor's house, which has a lovely and open structure, so we got to enjoy sunshine and fresh air while still inside and mostly protected from the heat. I'm still wrestling with my (lack of) confidence regarding our presentation, but there's nothing to do but work through it (because there's no way in hell I'd quit ;D).

That evening, I helped celebrate [info]redbird's 21st birthday. :D

Sunday was slightly cooler and hit the perfect pleasantly warm temperature. Luckily, that was the day I hit up the Street Fair and got to hang out and eat fair food with folks. However, after the others tired out and returned indoors, I decided I hadn't bought enough shinies, took a brief rest, and went back out. XD I walked away from the fair with gorgeous hair jewelry (which I really have enough of, but they were a unique style, and also relatively inexpensive), earrings from these folks (only three pairs!), and two broomstick style skirts. (After all this, it's probably for the best that nothing from the BPAL update this month pinged me, so I won't be making yet another order. XD;;)

I also spent time wrangling my characters for the conclusion of Warmakers - which is this weekend! (Eep.) Part of me can't believe that we're at this point and feels all wooby and in denial, while, paradoxically, part of me can't wait. 8D
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May. 15th, 2008 @ 12:40 pm I should not grumble about being happy ...
Current Mood: busy

Making a happy list for today felt like a burden, because there are a bunch of little stressors that I wanted to think about instead. But that's exactly the time I should make a happy list, right?

1. I see the sun from my front desk - looks like it just came out a few minutes ago. And yeah, that will make my workout this evening a little blech (I tried to get all my weekly gym trips in before the heat arrived, but working out three days in a row is not a good idea). But for the rest of the week, I will wear cool clothes and drink cool liquids and enjoy the sunshine and warmth. ETA: I went outside for a quick walk at the end of my lunch break, and it was lovely. ♥

2. Just found out some relieving family news ... no thanks to [info]kyonkun. ;D

3. I'm running around like a headless chicken trying to figure out how to manage the plans I have for this weekend - but hey! It's all good stuff that I want to do, so there's really no way that I'm losing out, right? I have to run from one fun thing to the next!

4. One more week until Warmakers super-epic-mind-blowing-endgame-extravaganza! XD On top of running around like a headless chicken in terms of my social plans, I'm also a headless chicken who wants to squeeze in time to work on fanfic/art before the campaign ends. But that enthusiasm is a lot of fun, even if it makes me feel stretched a little thin.

5. Speaking of Warmakers, I'm still really happy with my last fic - not only did I really want to write it, but it was really easy to write (two things which do not always coincide!). And it represents, at least to me, so much fun and cool character growth that I've gotten to explore over the course of the campaign. Mind you, the end result of Sae's character is much different from what I envisioned at the beginning, and even from what I envisioned two months ago - but that's part of the fun. I've gotten to play around and figure out how story events, level progression, inter-character RP, and my own character's personality all fit together and worked towards a narrative conclusion. Some things went according to plan, some things came together in happy coincidences, and some things were challenges I had to figure out how to deal with. Now that's fun creative work.
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May. 12th, 2008 @ 11:29 am Happy Monday!
Current Mood: calm

(I say that because I need to hear it. XD;;)

Here are the good things from the weekend that are keeping me going today:

1. Awesome Warmakers game yesterday! Admittedly, I am self-centered and excited that some shiny stuff happened to my character and she got to do cool things. But it was a fun adventure all around, with our GM letting us go to town on a tarrasque and then dangling plot teasers in our faces.

2. I have already started writing fic for the game - about 1000 words of tarrasque butt-kicking written in a burst last night. Part of my eagerness is because this is all part of the final milestone in Sae's character development and maturation. Part of it is just because, well, ZOMG tarrasque! 8D

3. [info]shadawyn's and my BPAL order arrived last week, and I got to pick up my part of the order on Sunday. Several of the frimps from the package were also to my liking, so I have quite a bit of shininess on the perfume front right now.

4. On Saturday, I went shopping with [info]kyonkun - didn't buy much, but it was fun. We also met up with [info]ratzeo for dinner (at Mandarin Chef, my favorite Ave restaurant).

5. Last week I completed every single one of my goals. I needed to rearrange my Saturday goals a bit in order to accomodate deadlines and my own lack of energy over the weekend (woo PMS), but I was quite productive in exactly the ways I'd hoped/planned for the weekdays. (Which reminds me, I need to make a new goals for this week's to-do list ...)
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May. 7th, 2008 @ 08:09 am 5 happy things for the day (week?)
Current Mood: sleepy

I keep composing these lists in my head, but then forgetting to post them. I've been feeling sort of breathless this week as I keep up with my goals, so things without a clear deadline of next week (or earlier) are temporarily on the back burner.

But it's always good to ruminate on why I'm happy.

1. Ran into [info]coramegan on the bus again this morning and (surprise, surprise) talked about Warmakers again. This Sunday is our second to last session - after that will be a full-weekend marathon of the last two adventures. O_O Admittedly, this is sort of a sad thing - but in a good way. We've had the full run of the "television season" (campaign) and it's time to reach the well-deserved epic ending.

2. Tonight I'll be going with some co-workers to a university banquet. :D Food, wine, and hearing about student achievements - all in all, a very pleasant way to spend my evening. Also, it's located in a campus building that I rarely get to anymore, just in time for me to see an anti-violence exhibit put on by one of my former professor's students.

3. On Friday I'm getting a massage. XD Every once in a while we have a masseuse come into our office, so when I heard about it this time I decided to splurge on a half-hour massage. And boy, do my shoulders need it.

4. My tea stash and earring collection, while both beloved, are also huge, and threaten to overflow the space allotted to them. I'm paring them down by sorting out the things that are perfectly good, but which I never use, and passing them along to folks who will appreciate them more than I do. This is not only good for me, but also for the people who will be getting my money now that I have more space. :P

5. I have thus far managed to meet all of my goals this week, even including the extra free-floating goals. I know it's only Wednesday, but I feel pleased and energized by the fact that I haven't missed anything so far. I have a pretty demanding set of goals this week (well, for me - probably other people could do all this one-handed!) and don't plan on keeping up this accelerated pace for long. But it's a temporary pace set for the purpose of next weekend's NWSA meeting (and then, one month after that, the conference itself!). Also, this weekend, I shall take a well-earned rest.
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Apr. 26th, 2008 @ 04:42 pm This is what spring should be like
Current Mood: content
Current Music: "Come On, Come Out," A Fine Frenzy

Nothing like a Pike Place Market excursion when the weather is acting proper for late April. Plus, I got to spend it with [info]shadawyn, [info]redbird, and [info]nekokoban. Sat down to a nice lunch (all the times I've been to Pike's and I've only eaten at one of the sit-down restaurants twice), and went to Market Spice to indulge my tea obsession (with bonus nascent coffee obsession!) and then Golden Age to indulge my dice obsession.

Lesson learned: never say "I'm going to be good and not buy _____" when [info]shadawyn is around. It never works. XD;;

All in all, a lovely afternoon. Though, man, is my credit card going to be sore in the morning. XD
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Apr. 23rd, 2008 @ 03:25 pm Muddling through
Current Mood: calm

Last night was pretty bad in terms of productivity - my brain rebelled at the homework-like reading load I attempted, so I was unable to concentrate on anything more rigorous than Picross. I decided to let that happen and take the evening off, with the plan of buckling down again today.

So, in the meantime, to keep my spirits up, here's today's happy list:

1. I ran into [info]coramegan on the bus this morning, and we chatted about Warmakers and Next Time Gamers. Gave me a great geeky start to the day. 8D

2. Today the University put on a staff appreciation lunch event. Free burgers and lovely sunny weather to go with.

3. Making final arrangements for the NWSA conference - booking plane tickets and requesting time off work. It's a little scary, but the kind of scary that has been associated with some of the best things I've done.

4. Finalized the plan for my date with [info]shadawyn at Pike Place Market on Saturday. :D

5. And, uh, this one's super-nerdy, but ... our GM is laying down plans for the end of the Warmakers campaign. I'm still new to the experience of playing through and finishing campaigns, so the idea still makes me wooby. And throughout the day, I've just been imagining a sort of "AMV" for the campaign (because it's anime-based and I totally envision it done as an anime) set to the over-used, slightly cheesy, "At The Beginning." There are bits and pieces from the campaign that I think would be fun to see animated and set to the music.

... WHAT. I said it was super-nerdy. Don't judge me.
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Apr. 17th, 2008 @ 09:03 am (no subject)
Current Mood: hopeful

Yesterday was ... well, it was good throughout the afternoon, but then near the end of work things got bad enough that I skipped my trip the gym and went straight home, feeling unfit for human interaction. After indulging in spirit-soothing creature comforts (comfy sweats, nap in warm bed, caramel butter pecan ice cream), I was somewhat restored.

I still have a tendency to let work difficulties weigh on my mind at home. It wasn't as bad as last time something like this happened, but I need to keep working on it.

So I'm focusing on the positive things this morning:

1. I took a step towards fixing the work difficulty this morning. Additionally, outside circumstances are such that the difficulty will not last for much longer. (Sorry for the vagueness, but I don't think I should go into detail in a public post. I figure anyone who's actually curious can ask me in person.)

2. Emails from [info]shadawyn! She's actually awake and online when I get to work, so she provides most of my social interaction and makes my mornings more fun. Although she's also a bad influence on me and dangerous for my credit card bill. ;)

3. Poking my GM and having game info pour out! Great for someone as bad at character creation as I am, who needs extra inspiration.

4. Last night, I progressed from passive comforts (like sleeping and DSing) to more active comforting activities, like drawing. I now have two of the Warmakers 4-koma ready for coloring, and am sketching out a third one. Like I said before, it's slow going. I'm about as good at drawing "funny" or "cute" as I am at writing them, which means I have to try really hard even though they're just dinky little chibi figures. But I'm happy with how the first two look so far.

5. And finally, the big thing to remember: my life is good. Very, very good, in fact. I'm healthy, I have a house and a job, I have great friends, I have engaging hobbies, and I'm in love. I want to remember this - not to make myself feel like OMG a horrible ungrateful person for feeling down sometimes - but as a reminder that I always have something available to make me feel better.
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Apr. 14th, 2008 @ 09:00 am Happy Monday!
Current Mood: good

Good morning, all! I hope you have a great week!

Here are my happy things for today - the events themselves occurred over the weekend, but they're still boosting my mood:

1. Saturday's sunny weather was gorgeous, and I got to spend the afternoon outside with friends.

2. The book sale on Saturday had a pretty good selection, and I found quite a few things I wanted, including copies of two of my favorite Wonder Woman books - Spirit of Truth and JLA: League of One.

3. Warmakers adventure yesterday! Alas, [info]ratzeo could not attend (due to a favor he was doing for me and my household), and I missed both him and Gunnar. At least no one died while I took over his character, though. :P Also it looks like my pr0nfic went over well, which is a bit of a relief because I was kind of nervous. XD;;

4. Our new fridge was also delivered yesterday, which makes life more convenient. It also means we have freezing capabilities once again.

5. Got a few BPAL imps from [info]shadawyn yesterday, and today I'm wearing Szepasszony. Though the scent is gentler than the description implies, it's lovely and I keep sniffing my wrists.
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